so many times lately i have wanted to throw in the towel. i have wanted to say "enough God" i'm done! i'm through with all this"
i have a husband who walked away from the Lord a few years ago and that is a struggle all on it's own.
a strong-willed rebellious child who zaps all my strength.
a house that is falling down around me and neither my hubby nor my landlord care.
money problems (duh, like everyone else in the world)
homeschooling to do with 6 children who would rather be elsewhere and tell me many times during each lesson. sometimes loudly!
i have no gumption to cook any meals- praise God my dd does!
i am drinking way to much coffee.
the air conditioner broke again! for the 4th time this summer! thank God for fans! it has been up near 100 almost daily still. inside and out lol )
my dog was killed. we have 2 kittens now. they are not a replacement but they are someone to hug.
gas prices have gone up so even tho i now have a car i can't go very far! :(
oh and the list could go on. !
BUT
be still and know i am God.
i will be a husband to the husbandless
i will be a Father to the fatherless.
he will be won over by my actions, without me saying a word.
i will never leave nor forsake you.
I am your Strength.
i have sent a comforter His name is Holy Spirit.
seek me for guidance and wisdom.
you can't do it- BUT I can so lean on me.
throw away anything that doesn't point to Me.
you get the gist. paraphrasing and all, you get it. let go and let God.